Totally emo sia. Since I think there won't be anyboy reading my blog, I've been posting my real thoughts. Haha... I 'm super sian recently. Super super siannnn!!!!! Hi why am i feeling his way. Stop confusing me please. Control yourself! Know what you want! And fat fat fat. Been trying to lose weight but they just can't seem to leave me. Waiting for 11 30 now:) and it's 11 30 now:)) haha o level is coming. Uh oh time is running out! But I still dun feel like studying. Had been feeling stressed. Pressurized. I can feel frustration. Always. But I'm still somehow blur sometimes. Feeling frustrated soon! Yeekhim can you please be good!! Please please please!!! Having o level Chinese today too. Super difficult. I'd just screwed it up. Sian ttm. English super cui now too. Lol always complaining the same things over and over again. Always feeling troubled. Shown nothing but still feels it. It's always there. And and I'm so stress. Stress stress stress. I can feel it. I can feel it. Super duper stress but dunno over what. I guess is over o level barh. But I dunno how to do fnn evaluation:( omg how how?? I dunno how to do it but I want to get it done. Emo emo emo. Sian sian sian. You know what. Seriously I feel terrible. Knowing too much that I'm not supposed to know. Haiz life with ups and downs. Nice...roller coaster, oh I wanna gey a ride on roller coaster. Recently like no life!!! And I and I... What should I do. Hmmm... Get clear of it first before I do anything. Dun be rash. Really. Once is enough!! The second time will be worst.( only for some situations though) lol ok it seems quite long here but I dunno if this post is long or not hahahah and there is so much to say but I'm restricted of what I can say. Lol what am I'm talking about now. Hey hey hey some reactions really irks me sometimes especially those. Dun feel like explaining here. I know jiu ok le:) you see English cui again. Can you imagine... With this English. My o level gonna be CUI!!! Cui cui cui cui cui!!! Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo... Ok stop those whining! Oh one more day to my birthday. Feel like having a peaceful one. Hope that there is no bashing for me. Dun like bashing. Haha troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled:( :( :( :( :( :(

Totally emo sia. Since I think there won't be anyboy reading my blog, I've been posting my real thoughts. Haha... I 'm super sian recently. Super super siannnn!!!!! Hi why am i feeling his way. Stop confusing me please. Control yourself! Know what you want! And fat fat fat. Been trying to lose weight but they just can't seem to leave me. Waiting for 11 30 now:) and it's 11 30 now:)) haha o level is coming. Uh oh time is running out! But I still dun feel like studying. Had been feeling stressed. Pressurized. I can feel frustration. Always. But I'm still somehow blur sometimes. Feeling frustrated soon! Yeekhim can you please be good!! Please please please!!! Having o level Chinese today too. Super difficult. I'd just screwed it up. Sian ttm. English super cui now too. Lol always complaining the same things over and over again. Always feeling troubled. Shown nothing but still feels it. It's always there. And and I'm so stress. Stress stress stress. I can feel it. I can feel it. Super duper stress but dunno over what. I guess is over o level barh. But I dunno how to do fnn evaluation:( omg how how?? I dunno how to do it but I want to get it done. Emo emo emo. Sian sian sian. You know what. Seriously I feel terrible. Knowing too much that I'm not supposed to know. Haiz life with ups and downs. Nice...roller coaster, oh I wanna gey a ride on roller coaster. Recently like no life!!! And I and I... What should I do. Hmmm... Get clear of it first before I do anything. Dun be rash. Really. Once is enough!! The second time will be worst.( only for some situations though) lol ok it seems quite long here but I dunno if this post is long or not hahahah and there is so much to say but I'm restricted of what I can say. Lol what am I'm talking about now. Hey hey hey some reactions really irks me sometimes especially those. Dun feel like explaining here. I know jiu ok le:) you see English cui again. Can you imagine... With this English. My o level gonna be CUI!!! Cui cui cui cui cui!!! Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo Haiyo... Ok stop those whining! Oh one more day to my birthday. Feel like having a peaceful one. Hope that there is no bashing for me. Dun like bashing. Haha troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled troubled:( :( :( :( :( :(

Hi blog I guess many had already forgotten about you haha... You know what recently I felt inferior leh. Seriously I hope time could really cure every single thing. Whenever I realized about it. I really hope it will be better but in the end I think it got worse. I dunno if this is because of any psychological issue or it's really getting worse. Worried. This really affected me. Hope Wish Pray it will get better. Oh and prelim 1 had just over. I have 6 days of break but they are just 暴风雨前的平静. Coz after the break other stressful things are coming in a lightning speed. First fnn o level practical, then O Level Chinese and ... Omg hope by that time it will get better * super sincere. And and I was crazy over Kpop. I even think of going Korea but I know it's impossible for me. But it's self consolation haha but still I'm dreaming about it. Coz it's really cool and really really hope that it will be alright or get better by a few months time. I'm super long-winded but when I had woes or any requests that I'm worry about, I will keep saying it. Lol

Hi blog I guess many had already forget you haha... You know what recently o felt inferior leh. Seriously I hope time could really cure every single thing. Whenever I realized about it. I really hope it will be better but in the end I think it got worse. I dunno if this is because of any psychological issue or it's really getting worse. Worried. This really affected me. Hope Wish Pray it will get better. Oh and prelim 1 had just over. I have 6 days of break but they are just 暴风雨前的平静. Coz after the break other stressful things are coming in a lightning speed. First fnn o level practical, then O Level Chinese and ... Omg hope by that time it will get better * super sincere. And and I was crazy over Kpop. I even think of going Korea but I know it's impossible for me. But it's self consolation haha but still I'm dreaming about it. Coz it's really cool and really really hope that it will be alright or get better by a few months time. I'm super long-winded but when I had woes or any requests that I'm worry about, I will keep saying it. Lol

Hate those school rules.
They are making me dun feel like going school more.
What to do. Last year
Few months left.
Just have to study according to my own plans.
And stop letting those ppl to ruin them.
Still feeling frustrated.
Ashamed??
NO!!!
Why should i feel that way.
As long as i know i will study, why should i
Why start so early when it doesn't have any use or maybe worsen it.
Stop asking us to study, there's still time!
It's not that we dun want to study or waste our time.
It's just that the time is not right.
Feel rebellious LOL
But i felt damn humiliated
Seriously.
I hated.
If there's one more time.
I think i'm gonna just give you a dun care face lol
Damn bad but i dunno how i will react.
But i think is not gonna be good!!!

When is the last time i'd blogged ar, like long long ago leh lol
This year is damn stress year.
Changed principal, and school changed gradually.
But I sometimes really dun like my teachers.
They are really irritating and annoying.
They are good teachers i admit but sometimes they are really unbearable.
Today I kenna compared by my teacher.
He said i'm not sensible.
Nice!!
Does the process of how we studied really matters?
In the end if our result is good. I think they gonna be speechless.
Somebody studied all the way and in the end got cui results so what happened to them?
They did studied and they studied very very hard then what happened.
Didn't start studying doesn't mean i dun study right.
I still go to school.
I still do my homework.
I still read storybooks.
Did my result got cui meh.
Didn't start studying now doesn't mean my results will get very bad right.
You said you think we couldn't do it.
But you didn't even know what we can do.